I want to rant...

As usual, about BF, or ex-BF.

Well there's nothing to rant about him actually, I'm just plain fedup about having to act "mature" in a way that pleases him. He never really got around understanding what i needed and never tried to respond or communicate with me. Driving me into an ever deeper fit of anger (which could have been very short lived.) I really tried very hard to let him know me, going as far as to throw away my ego and TRY to explain how I thought and why i thought or acted like that in a situation. Well he never got it.

I have to mold myself to become a person he likes to keep him happy. God knows how unhappy and unhuman that makes me. I just am not myself around him anymore. A basis for a good relationship? I think not. I cannot like things he does not like, as he will diss me and belittle me. He keeps letting himself go with the excuse that "I"M A GUY, WE DON"T FUCTION LIKE THAT!". Well, hello? If you want a girl, you have to FUNCTION LIKE THAT. Period.

He never comes to my house, forcing me to go to his (and of course whining every time he has to fetch me up.) because he states my family hates him. God knows he NEVER TRIES TO GET ON THEIR GOOD SIDE. Good for nothing cry baby.

He always calls himself a generic guy, well news for him. If he can mold me into something I'm not, well he can very well mold himself into the type of guy i prefer? Fair no?

I guess the last straw was when I went into a tantrum at work. Slamming the drawers 3 times.

He probably thought i was having an attitude problem again and shouted in public that i should "fucking control my attitude".

He didn't even ask why I acted that way. Didn't even try to understand.

To him I'm probably something like that. A girl with an attitude problem.

Then i guess I woke up. A boyfriend who shouts and degrades me in the public?

Not very good.

I left him. I'm sure he didn't get that part either.

He never gets anything LOL.

So I am back to being myself. I love my privacy. Who cares if other people think I have an attitude problem? They can think all they want. The people who trully understand me, will understand me. I can continue being the bitch I am, cause I do not have to "save face" for him.

Lovely.

FREEDOM!!! HERE I COME!!!

Wow...

This blog is still here... So much for blogging... LOL

So I've finished my finals, on holiday, finished playing Dragon Age: Origins...

Haven't finished sweating yet...

ITS SO FREAKING HOT IN PENANG !!

Welcome Jasmine !

OMG ! Jasmine is reading my blog !

The little kaypo fella =)

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Say no to Apple Mail !!!

After updating my mac to 10.5.8, my Apple Mail

Crashes on every launch attempt...

Deleting all plugins don't work...

Creating new accounts don't work...

Nothing bloody works !!!

Conclusion...

My mac has been rendered useless !!!

Sell it and get a Dell Mini? Hmm...

Pride & Prejudice... Malaysian Version

I've always loved the movie Pride & Prejudice (2005), its one of the movies that will remain in my treasure trove. Today I dug it out and went goo-goo and gaa-gaa over it again... for the 10 millionth time... *melts*

My favourite scene is where Mr. Darcy kisses Elizabeth all over her face while softly murmuring "Mrs. Darcy" in the American ending *melts again* It makes me feel all gooey and fuzzy inside !

I happened to remark about how much i loved this scene to my boyfriend and how he - without any romantic cells in his body whatsoever would ruin it if he were ever to try... He thought it over for awhile then...

"Mrs Goh Mrs Goh Mrs Goh Mrs Goh Mrs Goh ... "

T_T

I wasn't really expecting him to answer...

Its just sooooo him to ruin my lovely gooeyful mood >.>

Am I cutesh? Am I cutesh? Am I cutesh? Am I? Am I? Am I? Am I? Am I?

Another stray puppy we adopted from the hills, very cute white mask on his face. The name for now is temporarily "Muffy" *my mom wanted to call him Muffins...but thats so...ghay...* He eats like a cow and seems to grow 10cm everyday...

A little side story - this little fella was supposed to given to one of my mom's colleagues but my aunt fell in love with him and requested that we keep him. Thats easy to say when she's living in London...

So now we have a total of 4 dogs rescued from somewhere, haha.

Awwwwww...