I want to rant...

As usual, about BF, or ex-BF.

Well there's nothing to rant about him actually, I'm just plain fedup about having to act "mature" in a way that pleases him. He never really got around understanding what i needed and never tried to respond or communicate with me. Driving me into an ever deeper fit of anger (which could have been very short lived.) I really tried very hard to let him know me, going as far as to throw away my ego and TRY to explain how I thought and why i thought or acted like that in a situation. Well he never got it.

I have to mold myself to become a person he likes to keep him happy. God knows how unhappy and unhuman that makes me. I just am not myself around him anymore. A basis for a good relationship? I think not. I cannot like things he does not like, as he will diss me and belittle me. He keeps letting himself go with the excuse that "I"M A GUY, WE DON"T FUCTION LIKE THAT!". Well, hello? If you want a girl, you have to FUNCTION LIKE THAT. Period.

He never comes to my house, forcing me to go to his (and of course whining every time he has to fetch me up.) because he states my family hates him. God knows he NEVER TRIES TO GET ON THEIR GOOD SIDE. Good for nothing cry baby.

He always calls himself a generic guy, well news for him. If he can mold me into something I'm not, well he can very well mold himself into the type of guy i prefer? Fair no?

I guess the last straw was when I went into a tantrum at work. Slamming the drawers 3 times.

He probably thought i was having an attitude problem again and shouted in public that i should "fucking control my attitude".

He didn't even ask why I acted that way. Didn't even try to understand.

To him I'm probably something like that. A girl with an attitude problem.

Then i guess I woke up. A boyfriend who shouts and degrades me in the public?

Not very good.

I left him. I'm sure he didn't get that part either.

He never gets anything LOL.

So I am back to being myself. I love my privacy. Who cares if other people think I have an attitude problem? They can think all they want. The people who trully understand me, will understand me. I can continue being the bitch I am, cause I do not have to "save face" for him.

Lovely.

FREEDOM!!! HERE I COME!!!