Yui : Declaración

I want to rant...

2010-01-05T08:52:00.000-08:00

As usual, about BF, or ex-BF.

Well there's nothing to rant about him actually, I'm just plain fedup about having to act "mature" in a way that pleases him. He never really got around understanding what i needed and never tried to respond or communicate with me. Driving me into an ever deeper fit of anger (which could have been very short lived.) I really tried very hard to let him know me, going as far as to throw away my ego and TRY to explain how I thought and why i thought or acted like that in a situation. Well he never got it.

I have to mold myself to become a person he likes to keep him happy. God knows how unhappy and unhuman that makes me. I just am not myself around him anymore. A basis for a good relationship? I think not. I cannot like things he does not like, as he will diss me and belittle me. He keeps letting himself go with the excuse that "I"M A GUY, WE DON"T FUCTION LIKE THAT!". Well, hello? If you want a girl, you have to FUNCTION LIKE THAT. Period.

He never comes to my house, forcing me to go to his (and of course whining every time he has to fetch me up.) because he states my family hates him. God knows he NEVER TRIES TO GET ON THEIR GOOD SIDE. Good for nothing cry baby.

He always calls himself a generic guy, well news for him. If he can mold me into something I'm not, well he can very well mold himself into the type of guy i prefer? Fair no?

I guess the last straw was when I went into a tantrum at work. Slamming the drawers 3 times.

He probably thought i was having an attitude problem again and shouted in public that i should "fucking control my attitude".

He didn't even ask why I acted that way. Didn't even try to understand.

To him I'm probably something like that. A girl with an attitude problem.

Then i guess I woke up. A boyfriend who shouts and degrades me in the public?

Not very good.

I left him. I'm sure he didn't get that part either.

He never gets anything LOL.

So I am back to being myself. I love my privacy. Who cares if other people think I have an attitude problem? They can think all they want. The people who trully understand me, will understand me. I can continue being the bitch I am, cause I do not have to "save face" for him.

Lovely.

FREEDOM!!! HERE I COME!!!

Wow...

2009-12-15T09:25:00.001-08:00

This blog is still here... So much for blogging... LOL

So I've finished my finals, on holiday, finished playing Dragon Age: Origins...

Haven't finished sweating yet...

ITS SO FREAKING HOT IN PENANG !!

Welcome Jasmine !

2009-11-22T10:21:00.000-08:00

OMG ! Jasmine is reading my blog !

The little kaypo fella =)

gdgt gadget list widget

2009-08-31T09:08:00.001-07:00

Say no to Apple Mail !!!

2009-08-14T10:20:00.001-07:00

After updating my mac to 10.5.8, my Apple Mail

Crashes on every launch attempt...

Deleting all plugins don't work...

Creating new accounts don't work...

Nothing bloody works !!!

Conclusion...

My mac has been rendered useless !!!

Sell it and get a Dell Mini? Hmm...

Pride & Prejudice... Malaysian Version

2009-08-10T23:50:00.001-07:00

I've always loved the movie Pride & Prejudice (2005), its one of the movies that will remain in my treasure trove. Today I dug it out and went goo-goo and gaa-gaa over it again... for the 10 millionth time... *melts*

My favourite scene is where Mr. Darcy kisses Elizabeth all over her face while softly murmuring "Mrs. Darcy" in the American ending *melts again* It makes me feel all gooey and fuzzy inside !

I happened to remark about how much i loved this scene to my boyfriend and how he - without any romantic cells in his body whatsoever would ruin it if he were ever to try... He thought it over for awhile then...

"Mrs Goh Mrs Goh Mrs Goh Mrs Goh Mrs Goh ... "

T_T

I wasn't really expecting him to answer...

Its just sooooo him to ruin my lovely gooeyful mood >.>

Am I cutesh? Am I cutesh? Am I cutesh? Am I? Am I? Am I? Am I? Am I?

2009-08-08T05:19:00.001-07:00

Another stray puppy we adopted from the hills, very cute white mask on his face. The name for now is temporarily "Muffy" *my mom wanted to call him Muffins...but thats so...ghay...* He eats like a cow and seems to grow 10cm everyday...

A little side story - this little fella was supposed to given to one of my mom's colleagues but my aunt fell in love with him and requested that we keep him. Thats easy to say when she's living in London...

So now we have a total of 4 dogs rescued from somewhere, haha.

Awwwwww...

Blister...

2009-08-04T20:42:00.001-07:00

... Played too much Street Fighter IV

Yui has been banned from work...

2009-08-02T08:09:00.000-07:00

Apparently my General Manager does not have the guts to stomach criticism when asked. Well, not a big suprise there, its very obvious from the way he manages the company that he is not suited to be a strategic manager, but more of a daily task manager.

Conclusion? Switch is doomed. Bwahahahahahaha.

I've hence forth been given the stop work order officially for a week, and unofficially forever. Catalyst? My fedup-with-management-will-shoot-on-sight boyfriend hahahahahaha

Back from Singapore

2009-07-28T11:24:00.000-07:00

Touched down at Penang International Airport yesterday. The 1st thought that crossed my mind was...

"Oh Crap ! We're back home !"

Back to the dingy little island where cars run you down at a zebra crossing, where the toilets can never be flushed and where public transport equates to driving your own car.

Home sweet home *my foot*

Anyway, remember i was super duper hyped about going to the Singapore Zoo???

Well...

Singapore Zoo Entrace

This was as far as I got.

Super Duper Depressed... Had to settle for Spot-me-if-you-can Night Safari...

Sigh.

On a happier note, the public transport was great, the public toilets were fantastic, the food was good, the shopping was oh so lovely... 3 days and $400 later, I must say Singapore is a place i could spend alot of time in the future.

Not phenomenal, but very comfortable.

I'm not sure at all if I'm happy to be back home.

Haha.

Sing-gah-pooh-Rarrrrrr

2009-07-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

Am leaving for Singapore tomorrow morning, will be there for 3 days.

I plan to invade the Singapore Zoo and Night Safari...

*Hooman invasion!!! RUNNNNNNNNNNNN*

Hopefully I'll get to take lotsa nice pictures to share. Pictures are a missing link in my life. Incidentally I'm taking two camera's...just in case.

A Prologue, An Epilogue

2009-07-23T10:50:00.000-07:00

Shen U is right,

I'm a lousy blogger. *Bummer*

Looking at my old blog reminds me of a woefully inept rookie trying to look like a pro, a painful progress to watch. Its neither here nor there, not funny, not informative, not anywhere. Its another one of those things where I try really hard to stand out from the crowd but fail miserably. It really hits me in the guts and reminds me how normal I am.

Thats really not my style, not my way of thinking and certainly not my way of presenting myself. Although i must say, I'm not all that certain of what I am myself...

So, fresh new start. I'll make it a point to be truthful to myself and not to try to be someone else.

Just me and my thoughts.

If you are interested in knowing my pathetic life, you can go ahead and browse through.

This catapiller will never become a butterfly though, so don't expect much. =)